HE Took Away The Best Thing in My Life -- Health

I have been consulted a lot of physicians quite often since July. From pharmacists to specialists and also Chinese Sin-seh. Clinics and hospital seem to be my home. I was sicked for 31 days in July, caught common cold, fever, sinus, sore throat, serious cough. Since I was so used to the sickness, I had no complaints about that as it didn't affect my performance on my studies.

Things have gotten serious in August. The good news was, I was recovered from those illness. The bad news was, the constant 31 days of sick had actually dragged me into sick sea. Even though I have survival skills to defend myself for a month, I swear, I have no idea how to restore my health this time -- Hormone Imbalance.

I experienced 45 days heavy mensus within August and mid of September, consequently fainted for 5 times;massive hair loss; My face looks like PIZZA, drowsiness put me in danger as I caught into car accident TWICE! Sprained my leg and also knee cap..I am a real 'SICK CAT' .

Not to mention I experience my ugly physical change, emotionally is also affected -- mood swings. I realised that I lose my temper in a blink of an eye, I have no patience in doing anything. You might think that that's very ridiculous, why a tiny things could dug my crazy nerves. My baby kena teruk d...Sorry that I lose my temper on you. You are the last person on earth that I would want to hurt, sadly you became my number one today. I don't like jokes nowadays, seriously I felt that it is like a dagger that poke straight into my heart. People tried to cheer me with jokes but I turned the table out of nothing. I am so sorry, I couldn't help myself, I don't know how to control my patience and temper, blasted like restless volcano. My thousands of apologies.

I thought everything is going to be fine if I take the hormone pills. The negative effects are: so far I gained 5kg in 2 weeks, keep having migraine and nausea, vomit. Do I deserve this? Why do I need to suffer like this? Why would I always make people worried about me? It is not that I never taken good care of myself, it is my hormone level. It's very hurtful to see people around me to worry about me. I rather die than letting my close friends and baby to worry about me. Please leave me alone, I would feel much better.